What normal children feared: clowns, monsters, the dark, loud noises, etc

What I feared: growing up and getting addicted to drugs, growing up and living in poverty with no teeth and bugs crawling in my house, growing up and having horrible children like the ones on Maury, and falling asleep. No, not because I had nightmares. Because I was legit afraid of the act of slowly falling into unconsciousness.

I mean, what the fuck.

kika-felix:

dropsofkink:

bloodreadlipstick:

fragilelikeabomb0106:

cristi-loves-you:

You know you’re trash when you read “x reader” stuff and you automatically read your name instead of y/n…

I literally cannot do this. My mind always says “Y/N” no matter what. Probably because I’m garbage and don’t deserve to insert myself into any situation with the characters 🤷‍♀️

I’ve started calling her Yuna😂

Whenever I read it my brain makes it to “Jeyenne” 😂

I honestly just read ‘Y/N’, my mind does not allow me to read my own name.

Yeah I legit read ‘your name’ in my head. I never insert my actual name lmao.

I can’t sleep. I feel like I could cry and vomit at the same time. My eyes are so heavy from being so tired, yet all I did was toss and turn all night so I’m not even going to bother trying sleep anymore. My chest and head hurt from stress and anxiety.

I’m not ignoring anybody. I’ll get to everyone’s messages/replies/comments/whatever soon.

And I’ll be okay. I’ve been through worse…I think.