i cant even – My Type is Homicidal

4943milesfromlove:

Dear Sara,

I wish I was good with words, unfortunately, I am not, I can’t put in words everything I feel for you. I’m so grateful to have you in my life, to call you mine, you’re amazing, beautiful and I love you with all my heart. You came into my life by surprise. Your existence may be new but everything that you said, everything that you like, the way you speak, the way your mind works… gosh, why do I feel such magic rushing through? You are hundreds of miles from me, but you still feel close. You give me so much of your time and effort. It means the world to me. I’m so glad I’ve found you, that I had the courage to talk to you, glad that you liked me too.

When you asked if I wanted to date you I was so happy, I didn’t even think about the distance I just wanted you. I know that these miles that separate us are very hard but I would go until the end of the universe for you.

I can’t fucking wait to see your beautiful face, to kiss you for the first time, to hold your hand, to hug you, to cuddle you, that will be the best days of my life… until the day of our wedding, of course, that will be the BEST day of my life!! It’s probably gonna take a few years before we marry/moving together but I can’t stop imagining all that, is like a dream, is too good to be true, you’re too good to be true! Are you sure you are real?!

Anyway… Happy 1 month anniversary! I hope this is the first of many that we will spend together.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY SUN AND STARS!

Lots of love — Jay.