social anxiety isn’t just quiet people who are shy!!! i may be talking a lot but internally i’m panicking and punching myself in the face for every word that comes out of my mouth thank u
When your neurodivergent brain™️ decides that you have to do a certain thing before doing anything else but you don’t want to or can’t do the thing so you get stuck and do nothing
1. I’m accepting? Like, love who you want, identify how you want. So long as you’re not hurting anybody with your actions or have any harmful views (homophobia, racism, pedophilia, etc.), you do you.
2. I actually kind of like that I have classic movie tastes, if that makes sense. Like give me the classic horrors like the 1972 Halloween, 1984 A Nightmare on Elm Street, 1984 Fright Night, 1975 (I think? I’m probably wrong) Carrie… give me the good shit.
3. I retain a lot of useless knowledge. Sure I couldn’t math but if you ask me if fetuses masturbate in the womb, I can tell you that yes, they do.
4. I try to stay out of discourse and drama as much as I possibly can. Obviously it doesn’t always work, sometimes I get sucked into shit anyway, but I do try.
5. I can recite various movies and TV mini-series word for word… I don’t know if I like that about myself, but you’ll definitely get dialogue coming from both places when you watch shit with me.
I am literally such an easy person to satisfy. Give me a snack, hold my hand, kiss my forehead, look at the moon and stars with me, hand me a wild flower.
i wish i were at least the kind of procrastinator who’s actually doing something else instead of the thing they’re supposed to do but NO! don’t even have that excuse!!! i really just sit around and feel guilty. that’s all i do!!! peak dumbass mood